why should i even live with out you my life is meaningless nothing matter if you no longer love me so i shall say goodbye to this to this earth and to you because if you no longer care about my why should i so i shall put the gun to my head and say good bye to this world and to every thing in it and enjoy hell i guess for i know no where else will ever let something like me throuhg it gates good bye jacob my love you will neve hear from me again i love you though and if they do sean me to heven i will whach over you for all time i love you